Eating, eating, eating. Thats what i do. No thats what everyone does. I hate food. Food is not my friend. Food is mine enemy. I rather strave then eat. No wonder america is getting food. Thats what we always do. I eat out of emotions and i hate it each and everyday. I bet food is one of the reasons we should keep surviving. I know this isnt a healthy habit, but im breaking and escaping from it. Its like im being held in prison. And my Death penalty is nothing but over eating. I hate food and i hate myself. I need to knock it off and stop eating. Im gaining more and more weight. For now i need to just lock myself in my room and away from the horrible crime. Only thing i need is water. At least… i can esacpe it.
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I know how you feel. They say when people are “depressed” they supposedly lose their appetite and lose weight. Weeell, not for me. I end up just eating and eating and eating. I hate it too. 🙁
I’ve been depressed to a much intense level since last Friday, and not only I’ve lost my appetite, but have been losing 10 lbs in 5 days.
I got up this evening and my legs almost gave out from under me. Very strange because I don’t feel much hungry even though my stomach is entirely empty.