I was once the most happy, carefree loving life, kinda person once. Somehow things have taken a turn for the worst, I know why they have, now I just want to leave it all behind. I have nothing to live for, I care anymore. I dont want to cause anymore pain to those that do care by them thinking they could have done something about it. Thing is they cant do anything about so the less they know the better, they don’t have to live with they pain that I do….Im am still hoping that there is something around the corner to convice me to return to my usual happy self
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I get it! I totally understand the feeling. I have been there, more than once, and I’m back into that same mindset again. If you ever wanna talk, I’m here! Sometimes finding someone who understands means a lot in getting out of this depression…
how old are you ? yours seems to be a hopeful case
i understand what u feel… i was the same. i was a very happy person. life was good… atleast it seemed so to be. then it all came back… every sin i commited came bk. and now my life is practically over. i dont see light anymore. life as i knew it is over. no friends, no family, no boyfriend. i m left alone to fend for myself. so u hang in ther. u are not alone. maybe somewher down the line happiness wil catch up with us.
It seems that I am continually going into and out of depression except this time I am unable to get out of it. I have friends and family (no girlfriend) but I can’t talk to them about I tried once but it was too difficult I don’t want them to know. I know I don’t see the light anymore either^^
@oracle what does age have to do with it?