i am just so broken by the bitterness of lonliness

guys are hilarious. theres this kid. iv dated him like four times even though hes the biggest dick ever but i just like having him there and theres something about him that i find so fucking amazing its probably the lip ring and gauges…we got back together last week and he was being great until he randomly stopped talking to me saturday. completely ignored so i assumed we were done…just got a text from him saying night babe…..what the fuck. fuck my life.