I SEE

im beginning to see the world diffrently now
what is life?
what is DEATH?
where do u go when u die?
should i doubt the LORDS POWER?
should i die?
help encourage me.
i cant seem to get it like everyone else!!!!
IM HUNGRY FOR BLOOD!!
I CANT SEEM TO BELIEVE
ALL I CAN DO IS PRAY
BUT WHY?WHY DO I WANT TO KILL?WHY?WHY?WHY?MY LIFE ISNT BAD ITS JUST CONTROLLED.SO WHY DO I WANT TO KILL THESE PEOPLE?WHY DO I WANT TO DIE?WHY NOT JUST DIE?WELL WHY NOT JUST LIVE?HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!