I refused to let go
I refused to break down
not once i ask
will i be okay
Is everything going to be fine
or maybe you should smile today.
I couldnt even look at myself
and see a pretty decent girl
All i see
is an overweight girl with no future.
Everyday…
Im breaking down inside
Saddness crumbing in fear
my self-confidence
Shaking and crying
not even to stand up and be strong.
Strong suicide thoughts
each and every day.
All i want is to escape
leave everything behind
and never look back.
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YOU’RE BEAUTIFUL and dont let anyone tell you otherwise
You know I hate the way I look too but I have accepted that I am not that pretty
hush you+e beautiful too. like i was telling my friend brandon today, i used to hate the way i looked and was always scared someone would reject me cause im ugly but then i finally realized that they are the ones missing out. if looks are what someone cares about then you shouldnt be talkint to them. “keep your chin up on the behalf of every beautiful rejection with their own ugly reflection”
i have a friend who suffers from body dismorphic disorder..so she is convinced she looks like a monster and nothing i tell her helps..infact complemnets only make her feel worse…i love her so much and think she is beautiful…but don’t think she will ever believe me…she just thinks i’m trying to be nice…hurts so much that she doesn’t believe me..don’t know what to do…
if i were you id go to her house and right i am beautiful on post it notes and scatter them at random and when she reads them she will tell herself shes beautiful
i have gone to see her..i have been with her…but sometimes it seems the more i try the worse she becomes…last thing i want is to make things more dificult for her..
true…then i guess the only thing you can do is keep loving her and keep her mind off of it
i’m trying…:)
it’s hard thu when we live so far apart
where do you guys live if you dont mind me asking