Sercets

Why put on a happy face when you feel like shet on the inside? Why laugh when you know it hurts. Does it seem fake to just let everyone not worry? Hidding everything from everyone. Do they not see the look of suffering laying across mine face. Even if you think its a sercet. When your down people will ask if something is wrong when you just shrub it off like its nothing. Do they not see the tears fall at night when i have nothing to leave for? Can anyone see what im hiding. The loneliness that space out from everything. It seems to be always in the back. Maybe one day you will find out whats really wrong. Once i die even i will know whats wrong with me. No pills, cutting, or the monster will not let me down.Even if i keep it a sercet.