I’ve reached the end. My life hasn’t been completely miserable, but I have made plenty of mistakes and I have had many misfortunes. I can no longer endure the loneliness and the hopelessness. I can no longer cope with this world. I have reached the end.
Many will miss me. I love them all dearly. I wish I could tell them how much I love them. They will not understand and that saddens me even more. How can I say goodbye?
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Don’t say goodbye, give them a chance to help you.
You say they will not understand, how do you know if you don’t at least try?
Any way you say goodbye as a prelude to your suicide will forever devastate your loved ones. There is no way around that. Give them the opportunity to help, and give yourself the oopportunity to move beyond your misfortunes. As for loneliness, work to build a better support system. You deserve to live. It isn’t always easy, but despair has its own kind of tunnel vision that can become deadly. Watch for that. I care about you.
I agree with those who’ve commented. The ones you love, they are your support system. Don’t say goodbye to them. If you love them but feel lonely, tell them you feel lonely and hopefully they will love you in return and comfort you.
I’m too far away from all of them. I miss them so much.
But your longing for them doesn’t hold a candle to what they’ll be feeling if you kill yourself. I know I don’t have all the answers for you. But there is power in what you write. Take back your power and work to build a life for yourself, slowly, one step at a time. Discover the timeless qualities of your soul, which in turn connect you to other souls. Your pain can help you show compassion to others. Read the 7 Spiritual Laws of Success by Chopra and/or A New Earth by Tolle. We can become addicted to our negative thinking like a drug. You deserve so much more. But you’ll only find it if you resist the temptation to throw in the towel.
I do deserve much more, but I’ve been ousted by my peers and there is not much I can do about that… The depression and everything else prevented me from acting professionally and now I have nothing left but regret…
i feel the way you do, sort of, i know only a few people will miss me and not for long, i have thought about it alot, obviously. the way i have ben doing it is letters and dvds, got to keep up with the modern age, lol, even in times of dispair…or i jst found it easier than tping or writing, although i did letters also. just have one more dvd to make 2m. seems like the best wy to say bye, they can play it anytime then, i also made a montage dvd with pictures and music to give them.
how old are you?