I don’t have the energy to get everything in order. I don’t want to leave a bunch of loose ends, but I can’t concentrate at all. Not even to write a note.
Thanks for the kind words but this has been coming for years. I know that a few people will be sad, but I hope they’ll understand that I couldn’t continue living with the pain any longer.
I got you. So ready and desperately want to do the act but there are several things that still need to be put in order but you are too exhausted and too numb to get even the easiest things done. It’s frustrating. I was angry at myself for not being well-prepared. However, I believe, you’ll feel better in time thanks to those loose ends.
Hi. My name is Jen and I found this site because in 2008 my brother died by suicide. PLEASE don’t do this. When things in your life are at there worst I always tell myself “it can only go up from here!” PLEASE. PLEASE. PLEASE. I wish I would have had the opportunity to say this to my brother, but I don’t. He is gone FOREVER. You are here……stay here. PLEASE.
Otherside…if this is your final decision, as strange as this may sound, find that place of love within yourself and do it from that place. That is very important for you and those you leave behind. A lot of people make quick decisions out of anger and fear. Just a suggestion. Whatever you do, look for what you were grateful for in this life, what was given to you…who you loved and loved you back. Hold that in your heart as best you can no matter where you go. Take care.
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Please don’t kill yourself. It is hard right now, but you can get help.
Thanks for the kind words but this has been coming for years. I know that a few people will be sad, but I hope they’ll understand that I couldn’t continue living with the pain any longer.
You can learn to overcome this pain.
I got you. So ready and desperately want to do the act but there are several things that still need to be put in order but you are too exhausted and too numb to get even the easiest things done. It’s frustrating. I was angry at myself for not being well-prepared. However, I believe, you’ll feel better in time thanks to those loose ends.
Hi. My name is Jen and I found this site because in 2008 my brother died by suicide. PLEASE don’t do this. When things in your life are at there worst I always tell myself “it can only go up from here!” PLEASE. PLEASE. PLEASE. I wish I would have had the opportunity to say this to my brother, but I don’t. He is gone FOREVER. You are here……stay here. PLEASE.
Otherside…if this is your final decision, as strange as this may sound, find that place of love within yourself and do it from that place. That is very important for you and those you leave behind. A lot of people make quick decisions out of anger and fear. Just a suggestion. Whatever you do, look for what you were grateful for in this life, what was given to you…who you loved and loved you back. Hold that in your heart as best you can no matter where you go. Take care.