It’s taking all my strength right now not to take the painkillers I have beside me.
For the first time, I felt a glimmer of hope for about 2 days and I’ve just lost it. Or rather, it was taken away from me.
I just don’t see why I’m fighting this for anymore. Why should I bother fighting this? There’s no point to it.
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I have another question, why did you not give up 2 years ago?
Now i am not trying to be mean or nasty i am simply reversing the question.
More impotantly what stopped you from giving up 2 years ago?
Look back in life and see if you felt like this before, a garenetee you it got better, so why should this not be diffrent.
If you are willing to live with the posiblilty of suicide, then should you also consider alternatives.
Now i am not surgetsting a phsycologist here, i am just asking you can your life get better in ANY WAY if it can continue if it cannot gice up.