Years down the road and I’m still unhappy. I smile a lot, that makes people smile, but it’s a front for how bad I feel inside. But who am I telling, though, probably most of you on this site do the same exact thing.
I’m just not happy.
I posted an entry on this site saying that I was going to give myself 2 weeks to see if I improved. I made an honestly great effort to improve. I even gave myself more than that 2 weeks, pretty much because my brother decided to visit and I’m not gonna do it while he’s here. I’m still unhappy. I still want to die.
When my brother goes back home in a few days, I’m doing it. I have the means but I’m not going to go into how (Isn’t that against this site’s rules or something?). I give up and I don’t want to keep trying.
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how old are you
imdonenow good luck and be brave when you do it no regrets okay
im with i swear the only reason i havnt done it is because of a good friend i met on here and umbra dnt encourage him.
@Nihilism00 Hey hey I’m sorry I was just saying -_-
imdonenow I sincerely appologize for that sorry
I feel the same way, like it won’t ever change. I hope you either find something worth living for, or find eternal peace where you can be happy. Who am I to judge your decision. Whatever you do, I hope you can find happiness somewhere, even if some of us can’t.