I’m irritated.
I hate when I get randomly irritated.
Seems I’m always irritated.
I actually cleaned, washed clothes, washed and vacuumed the car, cleaned out the bathroom and kitchen so I took care of house chores today at least.
But honestly, I’m fed up. Shit’s too expensive, and I have no clue how I’d manage a 2nd job with the current one I have. I do need another income source.
On top of that, I think I also screwed any chance I had at love and it’s my own fault.
I care about this one person way too much, and idk if she’s in a hospital or if she just doesn’t have a phone or is gone… but I haven’t heard from them in almost 2 months. And this is someone I talked to daily before.
Anyways, I just feel like a fuck up today.