My every thought is empty, I have no love left in me, I am nothing more than a useless waste of space, on here and in life. I’m a worthless friend, I can’t help anyone, I always drive away people who love me, and Im just tired of being me. Why can’t I just be someone else, why do I cry myself to sleep everynight, why do I rarely talk to people, why have I become like this, so fucking stupid, did I honestly think I could be fucking happy. I can’t feel anymore joy, in anything whatsoever, people if you want to my friend, I would think twice because I’m a fucking worthless friend to have, I couldn’t help Anna, I couldn’t help Liz, so I’m finally saying good bye to this site, what once helped me now just hurts me, so good bye everyone. I hope your lives turn out to be happy,
Love you all
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Good bye, people. This is the end of our time together. Maybe if you offer me a good reason to stay I might change my mind but it has to be a good reason.
Hello, I’m sorry to make this sound ‘professional’ considering you writing a suicide note like this is horrible but…
I tried to commit suicide a while ago. It’s nothing you would ever imagine, there is no ‘peaceful’ way of dying or painless. You just can’t wrap your mind around it mentally when it is happening.
You feel like this now but you really aren’t worthless. There will all ways be somebody to love you, whether it is a friend, family member, or lover. If you really have no body in life, you have to learn to be independent and love yourself. It shows you really conquer the problems in life.
I know what you’re going through…if you ever need somebody to talk to, you can e-mail me or Skype me whenever you want
xoxo
Brandon, don’t leave? You’re not a waste of space to me. You’re who I look forward to talking to even when I’m tired as shit and don’t want to do anything. Please don’t leave sweetie?
I know how feel. I saw myself in this post. But please, hold on.
brandon isnt killing himself. hes just not gonna come here
Brandon your not worthless and you have love left in you to.
Brandon. If you ever read this, I’m sorry. You tried your best and I appreciate that. But I believe a person can only help themselves. Friend or not, my burdens aren’t yours to bear. So please don’t blame yourself. Don’t forget that poem I wrote for you. I’ll always love you my friend.
Also I didn’t break that promise we made. I may have lied in your other post as a way to distance myself. I thought you stopped liking me.
liz..he probably wont see this dear, im gonna tell him he needs to come back
Please do Anna. I miss him already.
hes in school right now, i just got out the hospital. almost bled to death. why couldnt i just have died
I’m sorry that happened to you. Last night I felt like crap. Almost did it too. But I stopped myself because of the promise I made with Brandon. Bleeding to death is restricted for me.
yea it is for me too now. brandon made me promise too.
Did you talk to him?
yea earlier
How is he? Sad? Text him not to be sad because I’m trying my very hardest to be happy for him.
Anna I miss talking to you too. I love you.
no i dont think hes sad. i really miss you too liz. when you get a phone ill give you my number:)
:] That’s good to know. I was worried. It’s going to be a long time before I get my cell phone though. Maybe until July, idk. Anna when’s your birthday and what year were you born in? Mine’s July 9, 1990 btw.
october 3 1994 and its ok you’re worth the wait!