Suicide is what i crave
Suicide is always on mine mind
twenty-four seven.
Its something that i need
desire even.
Its all i really want
for my birthday or Christmas.
I dont need anything
except suicide taking me away.
I crave it like a desirable sweet
we cant somehow have.
I cant controll myself,
its like an eating disorder
that i cant conqure.
I cant help myself
i just cant help it
I really do crave it
i can feel it.
2 comments
Try to think happy thoughts. I can kind of relate. Yesterday I was so unhappy and that was all that was on my mind. This sounds beyond that. You can email me at GiaBrownrocks@gmail.com if you want. You might do better with professional help though
I absolutely <3 that poem!!!! You have an amazing talent for writing! Thank you for sharing that(:
I've been where you've been before, and I really don't know what to say except for don't do it. You may feel like this now, but I promise you that in the future sometime you will not. A few months ago I was suicidal to the point that they stuck me into the psych ward, and even that didn't help.
I don't exactly know what made me not feel suicidal anymore, but all I know is that it took time. As I said before, you may feel like this now, but in the future if you decide to live, you will not. Please at least wait for a time because I PROMISE you that things will start to look better in the future, whether it be in a few month's time or a few weeks. It's kind of hard to be a teenager (You may not be a teen but I am), especially a suicidal one, when you've only lived on this earth for a little bit, but there is so much more! Whether you are adult or teen or what, remember that this is only a little picture of your life. There is so much time left for you to live and so much reason to.
If you need someone to talk to, just email me at someone225715@yahoo.com
P.S, I'm a fellow writer too, so thank you for posting that poem. It really inspires me.