it hurts… it hurts alot. i can feel it cut me up like a sharp deadly knife. Im losing everything. Even when i smile it hurts alot. i think im going to cry. no lie but i dont want anyone to see. I cant trust anyone anymore. I dont even know who to go to anymore. It hurts alot. Too painful even… I guess im ready to end it. Im ready to go far away from everyone. Who cares if they miss me or not? who cares if they love me. If they care they would had help but guess what… they didnt they didnt at all. I doubt they even care if i die. I heard they say dont do it and we care. but really? Its not even important. Im scare of everything. Im even scare of eating :c. Im done. Im really am done. I hope all those who mock, look, or even laugh at me… will laugh at this. If you cant… then there it is. Im not doing this for attenion. Im doing this cause i want to. Im doing this cause i really need to. Now no one can leave me… cause im leaving everyone…this time… maybe i will have to break that promise.
1 comment
Suicide isn’t the answer. Never give up, you are not alone with these feelings.