I cant do nothing anymore.
I dont deserve what i am.
I need to be punish.
I need to be taught a lesson.
Im nothing but ashame
a scam
a worthless loser
who always hides her feelings.
I cant shout out the world
that i need help.
I cant do anything.
Im such a failure.
Not finishing anything
giving up on alot of things.
Not able to get up
and say i am okay
that i will make it through the day.
No… I cant
I dont have the strength
to carry on.
I dont have the strength
to live on to anything.
What i am now
is a hopeless child
who seems to fear things
I see things that are not there
I hear things that werent here,
Have i finally lost sanity
have i finally lose controll
of who i am.
I dont know
i just dont know…
I just…
really want to leave everything.
Give up my stuff and just escape.
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same here SKM
Every single day these are my exact thoughts, I may not express them openly to others, but from the time I wake up to the time I go to bed it’s all I think about. For now sleep is my only escape, but perhaps I’ll find something else for that eternal sleep.