This is dedicated to my ex; thanks for showing me that I truly am invincible.
Oh, this betrayal cuts deep.
But my silence will slice deeper than any blade.
How foolish I was to believe every word, hold onto every lie!
I should have seen the end coming, for it was only a matter of time.
Lightning flashed, thunder boomed, the sky was ominous and yet,
How was I so blind I didn’t seem to notice it?
You clouded my vision with words I thought to be true.
I convinced myself that I couldn’t live without you.
Now I never would have guessed that you’d have been the one,
The one to make me second guess everything.
But now that we’re done, I realized I can survive.
Nothing can knock me down again.
Oh, haven’t you heard the news?
I’m invincible.
Am I ever going to fully come back from this?
I fear the end of my sanity.
How foolish you were to give me up, I was the best you’ll have ever had!
Your insecurities will electricute you while you dream.
I hope the flames once again swallow you whole.
Oh! you’d have never guessed that I’ll be fine,
After all the lies, after all of your lies!
Oh, no! I never would have guessed that you’d freak out,
After all the promises you made! I hope you rot in a grave!
Oh! you’d have never guessed that I’ll never be fine,
After all the time, all the time I wasted on you!
Oh, no! I never would have guessed that you’d change your mind,
In the blink of an eye, blink of an eye!
Your betrayal, your deceit, it cuts deep, so deep!
But I will rise again from the ashes of the ruins.
Every time I get stronger and stronger,
I can’t stop it, I can’t control it.
The beast within me will be released,
And in the wake of his rising he will leave no survivors.
I will become death; I have the power to destroy worlds.
I will destroy your world.
7 comments
Haha this just got me grinning like an idiot! 😀 Not alot of people with relationship troubles are not as strong & ‘hateful’ towards the person who hurt them. You’re a fresh face, a nice breeze yeah. I like ya man. Great writing btw.
I’m very hateful towards people in general, but even moreso towards the ones who lie & then crush me. Plus it makes for great inspiration.
^- ^ I loved to hate when I was a teenager. Still do hate the bad kind of people these days. Yup, negativity can make for great inspiration for poetry, art & music.
*i like it* here is a little something i posted not too long ago about heartbreak. not that i’m going through it right now, but that doesn’t mean i don’t know how it feels. hope you enjoy it and keep writing, it’s a great release,
Hollow, empty, broken, bruised and confused /Listen for the sound, of my heart breaking / This would all make sense, if you spent a mile in these shoes / Strapped to my feet, like ‘anchors away’ /I can tell you don’t care by the look on your face / Walking away, like I’m the disgrace /You know it’s hard to swallow, when I’m choking on lies / Keep on feeding me, you know I won’t fight / My back still hurts, from hiding this knife / Keep piling it on until my chest explodes / My mind goes blank and my breath is cold / I suck in the poison and try to escape / This isn’t death, it’s only a taste /You never cared, now I’ve forgotten your face / Your place in my life, slowly erased / Put your head to my chest, and embrace the silence / The answers you seek, burned into the back of my eyelids / A scream, stuck in my throat, my whole body shaking / This is the sound, of my heart breaking
Geez. This reminds me of my ex boyfriend. Lost my virginity to him. I gave him my whole world. I lost all my friends because I was too tied up in the lies he fed me. That acceptance from him was the best thing in the world to me at the moment. He broke up with me right after I got out of the hospital for attempted suicide. Whuttadick.
I’m grateful to all the girls who hurt and used me….taught me to get strong…it’s like they were my teachers. I focus on the lesson learned, the drama/pain, they’re all by-products of the lesson that best be learned. That is the point. Otherwise I’d just be walking around angry….that gets old.
Takes time, but why not work towards moving past it. We’re the constant in our lives, not our girl or boyfriends. Otherwise if we expect them to fulfill us, it’s co-dependent. A healthy relationship is two people making conscious decisions about how they want to be with someone else. If someone cheats or intentionally hurts you, they end up hurting in some form down the road….aka karma. Cheers!
silver9678; that’s really good. C:
xvengeance; I’m sorry to hear that. My last ex boyfriend lied to me about everything & then stopped talking to me, so I had to hear that we were over & that he had lied to me form his ex. Sad, huh?
softsoul; I know that, but right after it happens you can’t help but be upset in some way. This just happened the other day, so the wounds are still new, but I’m working on sewing them shut. I hope karma hits him hard in the balls so he can never procreate.