ughhh I cant breathe. i hate myself. i hate myself. I HATE MYSELF. I just want to die. I wish my dad would give me my knife back. is he trying to torture me?? I need my knife RIGHT NOW. cutting helps me. I cant stop crying. im in too much freakin pain. i dont want to live. living is so morose and stupid. i wanna die.. SOMEONE KILL ME PLEASE. I JUST WANNA END THIS FUCKING PAIN.
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Here. *hands someonesaveme a knife* Now do what you want with it. Can you do it? Can you kill yourself? *hands you a gun* Just pull the trigger. There’ll be nothing when you die. Have you thought long and hard about what’ll happen if you do attempt it? What if you don’t succeed, what then? Why is it that you can’t breathe? Is it because of a health condition?
Do you want someone to save you from the pain so that you will live and find happiness? Or do you want someone to save you through death?
Cutting will lose its’ ‘magic’ someday. You can’t always rely on it.
If death is what you truly want then I have no right to stop you. Good luck whichever path you choose.
you know what, you don’t even know me, and I don’t know you.
I tried to overdose, but my body reacted and vomited them up.
when I was 12 I almost killed myself with a knife, but I didn’t.
and no, I don’t have a health condition. I have panic attacks when I get overstressed, and I am not able to breathe.
and yes, I can rely on cutting, and I do want someone to save me, but I know I’ll never be happy again. I have lost hope. and if I had a gun or knew where to get one, I would be long gone by now. life is shit and i can’t take it. you don’t have the right to give me a choice. I’m sorry if Im being insensitive, but im a teenager to find someone who I know will care before i commit suicide.
Eh, it happens. No problem. It’s okay to feel like that. Have you seen someone for your panic attacks? :]
Oh and I’m sorry too. Obviously there was a misunderstanding. Sorry.
no, my dad just says to take my pills, but they don’t really work. and I also tried to overdose in them anyway
you have family right
I wish I knew how to help you. :\ Sorry.
Panic attacks are crap and feeling like you can’t breath sucks.
It is subconscious, something in your soul is in dire urgent need of something you feel is unattainable.
Don’t now what to say because when I feel like that I usually leave everything and everyone and go on long extended holidays.
Anyways….I don’t suggest cutting, I suggest socializing and living.
I can’t socialize! not from where I live, anyway
@someonesaveme – i know i am a little late… my sister had panic attacks too, she would cry uncontrollably for hours, nothing helped, … it might sound weird but finally yoga meditation helped her a lot, panic attacks decreased and eventually (after around 9 months) went away, i know it sounds crazy, but believe me it works, you should give it a try, there will definitely be a training center around. If you’re still around, leave a reply.