nothing but me, my movies, and my inability to comprehend the point of my mere existance. friday nights are always the same. me crying. cutting. screaming. holding my stomach cause it hurts so fucking much. the emptiness. it burns a whole deeper and deeper into the pit of my stomach. such a bittersweet moment. getting sick. i wanna die. and its all thanks to you. watching. waiting. for my life to end. alone. alone. why must i be so alone. i think im gonna start my pill craze again. cause all i do is hurt people. at least when im high the hurt goes away….
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I know it can be hard, but it can get better. Keep talking to people; it can really help.
no thanks. i tried. people end up hurting me ten times worse.
heyyyllooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo,la de da la de da… there’s this weird song that goes la de da la de da..
holly, lol are you seeing what im sseeing?
no im laying in the dark therefore i am blind
iono sounds comfortable though, im practically lying in my computer desk, im tired. Do you have a tv in your room jw
nope. just emptiness confined within four ugly fuscia colored walls
well let’s add some freakin’ colorS, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RRWhjFly_JA
aww it’s pending, i think you can unpend right?
mhm and, you know i consider you, umbra, n nihilism my friends here, even though we haven’t spoken much. so what im saying is i got you guys’ back,,, like how the Ninja Turltles’ got April’s back, or like how Kimhari in FFX got Yuna’s back. lol
emptyness,,, that’s not too bad, my main problem right now is i can’t breath through my nose, haha im sure to you it doesn’t sound like a big deal,, but it fawks you up..
why you feel so empty ?
Sorry. It’s all my fault, I hope one day you find the heart to forgive me,
I loved you and I ruined it all, I’m sorry.
Ever days the same watching others enjoy a conversation I hope u get better bc I know it feels like hell emptyness&numb are the worst feelings ever
yea i cant take it. sometimes i dont even like coming on here cause everyones talking to eachother while i sit here.
i felt like i make a very bad impresssion yesterday and i did,,, you were being all deep and i was being,, super mindless. Sorry, ifi could go back i would of responded differently. Yea i just had to let it out for sanity’s sake.
Hey Everybody
yeah i hate this freakin site too, for the fact that bunch of yous’ sufferin’ and i can’t do nothing about it. All I can do is sit here and watch you guys/gals suffer….Super
and i heard some people were feelin’ left out from this site cause yeaah…. sigh for me personaly, i don’t have what it takes ( the way i am ) to try and befriend everyone… i just can’t handle that… But EVERYONE SHouLD KNOW THAT WE ARE ALL FRIENDS HERE SO C’MON ON and BUTT IN’!! IT’S OK mAAn
and also, personally i wanted to make you,umbra,n nihilism my personal friends but i don’t know. I guess it’s pointless though, since i can’t do anything for any of yous. Haha and don’t feel,,, iono bad or anything. There’s no need to worry about me, just worry for yourself n try to get better, I’ll do the same.
haha this site makes me so weak,, but,,, im not ashamed of that anymore because ,, through weakness, strength shall arise,,,
no x-boy you were fine yesterday. i chuckled.
haha naaah don’t even say that
when you said ‘no im laying in the dark therefore i am blind’
my other response of choice would of been
‘ I’m underwater, I’m cold and im sufficating. ‘
but it all sounds too..silly now perhaps. ha
that would have been difficult to be submerged in water and on the computer. my jedi skills havnt gotten that good yet
Yes precisely my young one. But, far too dangerous for one to bear is this power. Devour you, the darkside may.
yes master foe i must learn howe to run before i can walk
mhmm, indeed. May the Force be with you Anna Young Blooddripper
May the force be with you all.
Amen