Near Death experiences and suicide

I think we must all remember, that god judges each soul induvidually.

The bibble never makes any mention of what happens to suiciders. There are a number of reasons for this. First of all, people usually didnt live too long anyway back in those days. Second, sighting either unconditional acceptance  or judgment removes god the authority to judge each case induvidually.

God understands and feels all our pain. As he is everything, the universe itself. However suicide can sometimes be a tragicly selfish experience, if it leaves mourning family members behind.

This is always induvidual. When i almost had a suicice attempt with electrcity, i was embraces by undoncitional love and exeptance 5-years ago.

As for Biscuit….god will not punish you. But you may punish yourself. You will feel automaticly all the pain your family members feel. This cannot be avoided. Ofcourse it is extremely hyppocrite, as they very much were the ones, who drove you to suicide to begin with.

It is possible, that in the spiritual world pain is even greater then within our physical bodies. The physical body at a surden level “absorbs” a lot of the mental pain. We become “numb” to it so to say. In the spritual world we are more open or “naked” to mental emotions, wich manifest themselves in spirutual pain. We basicly feel all the pain we have ever caused to others, in one form way or another.

These are the laws of the spirutual universe. Can they be reversed?

God can help even suicide victoms. He can heal there pain, but they must first cry out for him. This may be a bit more diccifult then you realize. Once you haves uccessfully  comited suicide regardless of the method, you will feel heavily earthbound, going over and over what caused you to comit the suicide in the first place. You may not WANT to move forward towards the light, where you will have a life review.

It’s always a good idea to pray to god long before trying anything. Also worthy of note;god is not a blind judge. He understand things much better then we do. There are…mitigating circumstances. Sometimes suicide is more ok, if you are physicly disabled, sick…or bullied.

The point is;god isn’t a sadist. The most important thing to know about him is, that he isn’t “forcing” us to stay here. There is no “force” We are not prisoners and he is not the warden. We are free to leave.

Sometimes suicide can have a noble purpose. It can force those who have bullied you to look back at there selfish behavior, like in this case for example.

http://www.cbsnews.com/stories/2010/09/30/national/main6914293.shtml

God told me, that im not a prisoner, and that im free to go, but that there will be consequences ofcourse. He loves me really, REALLY MUCH, and understands totally, why i want to leave. My reason for coming to earth was to learn forgiveness, and i think i maybe have learned just that.

God doesent want someone who is so young and healthy as you to totally throw your life away. But you can leave if you want. There are several ways out, if you know how. God is especially sensitive to gay or bisexual people, since he feels there pain, and understands that they have been falsely accused of aids.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LZs1V8mpcoY

The point is, a lot of people say, that suicicers automaticly all go to hell. Well, neither the bibble or near death experiences support this view. There is no “automatic one way trip” to hell. God can even take away some of the pain you feel(you automaticly feel the pain you caused to others)if he feels it is unjust(the others were the ones who drove you to comit suicide in the first place)

I guess what im tryin to say is;your still young, unlike me, and you have loving parents, unlike me. It in many ways is very different for you. One of the reasons i want to comit suicide is to get to see my mother, who abandoned 30-years ago in a far away land.

Your situation is different. God LOVES YOU! Your not going to hell! Still, please consider. It doesen’t have to end this way!