Really Don’t Know Anymore…

I feel… Sad
tormented even.
…I dont know anymore
i just.. want to give up
dont even feel like
finishing anything…
I dont even know
if i will finish this
I guess mine life…
is betraying me.
Everyone crowding me
with their pity sympthy.
Stop feeling bad for me
its just… makes me wanna cry.
No more cheerfulness
and no more getting mine hopes up.
I am… just going to let
everything pass me by.
Be alone
like other people are
and hide from the rest
of the world.