Scary dreams

I had a dream about my suicide and I said if I am friendless and lonely if my parents still hate me and if I found God I would commit suicide.anyways the dream.I was at my locker and my friends were ignoring me but I never took it to thought then we were at the lunch table and they were talking about me right in front of my face then they said get out of our group we never wanted you here(my fear of friendlessness was coming true)2Dream I was in my room then my stepmom came in and started yelling about my room and I told her she wasn’t my boss then my dad came in and started yelling don’t talk to my wife like that you’re a failure then they threw everything of mines out the window(fear of failure and loneliness)then I was sitting outside reading a bible and praying(finding God)the end I had these dreams for the past 3 days I think they’re confirming that I am definitely not gonna survive it may sound crazy but ….?