Milestone

I’ve finally hit a milestone in my journey through Life today.  I’ve been blessed with the realization that nobody truly cares what happens to me.  The rational part of me has known this for a long time, but the emotional part of me has always  resisted this notion.   As of today, however, the emotional side of me has finally been bought around to the obvious truth:  that no one really, truly cares about me…at all. 

I now find that this makes it so much easier, by leaps and bounds, to not care about myself.   I know now that when I decide to to leave this existence, that it won’t be as revenge on a world that doesn’t care about me.  It will merely be a release from the pain of existing.   I won’t leave with anger in my heart, but in true peace, and maybe even happiness.