I cant stand my family. Why the fuck would you want to play some fucking music loud in the moring when people are still sleep. They can play music in their rooms or in the basement. Why do they piss me off so much. One of the reason why i want to die so i dont have to deal with them. Why cant they leave me alone by myself so i can sleep. What happen to my freedom? Thats right it fucking die a long time ago. Thanks alot you guys i totally cant wait to die so i dont have to worry about seeing you again. Arent families supposed to love each other? Insted of making fun of you with every oppunity they get. Dont i get enough of that from school? I just dont know why im still here? I dont see no care in them so it means i can die now. I might try on my birthday who knows maybe eariler. I know it sounds mean but its the truth….
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My 22 year old son felt the same way about me, his father and all of the family that lived here in this home. On the morning of 12/19/2010 We knocked on Daniels bedroom door to find no answer…..After breaking into his room we found him dead. Daniel was my son and we lived with my parents and my brother Daniels uncle. We all thought everything was ok, yeah he would get pissed if we made too much noise because his sleeping times changed alot and sometimes he would sleep all day. We called each other names in a family type tuff word play. None of knew that we were hurting Daniels heart by saying those things. We all had mouths ya know? when we found his body I crawled on to his bed and looked into his eyes, they were open and his mouth was filled with dried vomit. he was gray and cold it was horrible. If he was trying to punish us in some way he managed to punish us for life that is for sure. The images of that day roll through my brain Constantly. We called 911 and the house became a crime scene. They took Daniels body away that day and he came home in an urn. I wish I could go back and tell him I am sorry and I love him with all that is within me, but he is not here to tell. And so I will tell you. I am so sorry that you feel this way and that your family is hurting you. Please forgive us for being bad family or not showing you the respect that you deserved. If you leave like my son did, your family will be in this same boat and it is horrible. I LOVE U DANIEL!!! I hope your family starts treating you better. Take care…
i had tears reading that last stament..my heart goes out to u..iam sure he forgave u x