helpless, hopeless, used, and alone....

jamiejajamie 7/9/2011 - 3:34 am

i know how you feel exactly. being used sucks they only need you when they want something.. when u need just somthing so litle they leave u hanging… i get it all the time.

renwilson 7/9/2011 - 3:52 am

what baffles me is it is everyone one.. not just a boyfriend or my mother it is everyone in my life…. my kids that are now adults as well….my world is not real big so…. work comp stopped all finances yet it has only been 8 months since i had surgery for a spinal cord injury…. not fully recovered… they used my state disability … so no funds left… going to lose my apt soon…. no place to go… my ex owes me 13k for legal fees and saved him from 7 years in prison…he kicked me to the curb when i asked for it back…or for help now …
i just really don’t wanna be here anymore….. i am a bad investment…

jamiejajamie 7/9/2011 - 3:56 am

im so sorry, i just wanna leave also. but you know if u go people will be sad. your kids you know,. im sure you are so strong. Everything that you go through happens for a reason. and somehting positives always comes out when things turn out bad. something so much more better.

renwilson 7/9/2011 - 4:01 am

my kids…. they are living their lives…good people …just focused on surviving … I have lost alot of loved ones in my life and ….. life goes on…. they will find away to deal….

jamiejajamie 7/9/2011 - 4:20 am

u are strong. u have been so strong from what u wrote. u can do it. im sure u can.
u can do anything if u set your mind to it

renwilson 7/9/2011 - 4:22 am

bye….thank you for the kind words….

Georginajanette 7/9/2011 - 9:24 pm

Please don’t give up. You will make it. I believe in you. Please don’t give up. Look for emergency help..such as programs where they can take of you for free. Where they can give you food vouchers for free. Where they can provide shelter for you for free. Hang in there. Life is precious. Your life is worth it. Please live.

Love
Georgina

Effy18 7/10/2011 - 5:33 pm

your life IS precious! God loves you, and ik that is exactly what most people dont want to hear when their hurting, but it’s what you gotta know! God is there and he does love you! and he has a purpose for you, seek refuge and comfort in God and find shalom in him

lucy4 7/10/2011 - 6:37 pm

Nothing makes me wanna die faster than hearing someone preach. If you enjoy living a life where you’re brainwashed by your religion-awesome! Just bear in mind that not every one likes getting clubbed in the head with your bible. Thanks,

NOT part of the flock

bamuel 7/10/2011 - 7:31 pm

yeah, to be fair, if there is a god, he FUCKIN hates me. things do happen for a reason sure, but that because every action has an equal and opposite reaction, not cause some twat says so. if there is a god i think id be kicked out of heaven for smackin the ****. bit more direct but i think you get the idea faster.

helpless, hopeless, used, and alone….

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