I hurt myself today, to see if I’d still feel.
I focus on the pain, the only things that real.
The needle tears a hole. The old familiar string.
Try to kill it all, but I remember everything.
What have I become, my sweetest friend.
Everyone I know goes away in the end.
And you could have it all, my empire of dirt.
I will let you down, I will make you hurt.
I wear this crown of thorns, upon my liars chair.
Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair.
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear.
You are someone else.
I am still right here.
What have I become, my sweetest friend.
Everyone I know goes away in the end.
And you could have it all, my empire of dirt.
I will let you down, I will make you hurt.
If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way
Hurt by NIN and Johnny Cash
Just thought I’d share it with all of you. It’s a great song.
Take care everyone 🙂
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Nice!
Whassup, Brandon?
Thanks and not much really, just lying in bed lol. Today’s my birthday, 17 now :).
You?
Right on! Happy birthday! Lying in bed, too. Bored out of my fucking mind.
Wow! Can my wife ever snore! lol
Thanks, haha I’m bored too, and lol haha, I guess she can ha.
Eeeek ur 17 now my sweet boy! (｡◕‿‿◕｡) You are growing up to be a fine young man. Hip hip hurray! Happy birthday!
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Haha Yepp I’m 17, :), and Woa Liz, that’s is awsome, you are such an artist, that’s a great birthday present, I love it :).
😀 haha glad u like it. nah I’m not such a great artist. ^ that’s just something I copied and paste from somewhere. thankx anyways =)
Hey I’m bored stiff here & my internet is slow again
my left hand has been getting numb too
Yo, are u goin’ to have a party? What flavor cake are you going to have?
Haha well it’s still great and you are a good artist, everyone has some sort of artistic talent, just gotta find it, I haven’t found mine yet:( but I will.
Ehh I Hate slow computers, mines slow as hell lol, ha the numbness feeling, like a thousand needles in your hand, well at least thats what it feels like to me. Hmm nope I’m not having a party and as far as I know I don’t have a cake :). I hate celebrating my birthday anyhow, I hate being the center of attention like that.
Whaaaat?? No Cake?? Okay then tell me what flavor you’d like cuz I’m gonna go ahead & celebrate your b-day here! =D
I’ll bake a cake Betty Crocker style yeah! ;D
thankx too ’bout saying I’m a good artist. I suppose I am. I just stopped. If I can’t pursue art professionally then it’s not worth it to be a hobby. :\ But it’s ok. 🙂
Poetry is art Brandon and in that u r an artist. yup. that’s your talent.
Sorry for taking too long to reply. =)
I’m being bombarded with emails here! xD
You know I don’t post on here anymore. I just don’t see the point anymore. Yep. So I’m just poppin’ in every now & then.
Haha it’s ok Liz, and my favorite flavor will hmm be vanilla I suppose, 🙂 Yor so Awsommmmme, and your welcome, I know your a great artist, and I’m not much of a poet, I just gave up trying, I love making music tho lol,.
Your awesome too! =) Ever watch WWE wrestling? One superstar would always be like, “I’m the MIZ and I’m AWEEEEEEESOOOOMEEEEEE!!!!!! =P
Ooh what instrument do you play? Too bad about the poetry though. :\ You were really good at it.
Vanilla cake ok. What frosting would you like? =) Same flavor?
Haha Yepp I seen that an ehh idk maybe il write better poetry one day, and I’m trying to play piano and I wanna try violin, I don’t usually like frosting lol idk anything you wanna put on It. Liz I hate to be rude but I have to go bed. I can barely keep my eyes open 🙁 I’m sorry. My replies aren’t even main sense ha, anyhow good night Liz I love you sweetest friend, talk to yu leet
Later. Be ok. Goodnight. =)
Sorry :/. I didn’t mean to make you mad. :/. Good nite Liz
Oh my god Brandon! 😀 I’m not mad at you! Never. I promise. I love you. <3
Seriously don’t be silly man. =) < Look. This here is a smiley face. I'll never get mad at you over something trivial. You need your sleep. 🙂 And me, I'll just stay up all night cuz now I'm an insomniac. X-Boy u made me an insomniac! xD
Goodnight Brandon, sweet boy. <3