I don’t know why, but I want to take all the vidodin I have, I want to create more scars on my arms and leg.. I just want to watch the blood drip off my arms. I’m so sad right now. I’m sad and alone. I have no hope right now that things will get better for me.. But yeah..
I feel like my ex’s were right to beat me.. I wish they had killed me then and there. I wish the bruises were scarred on my skin. On my neck, arms, stomach, legs..
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You know I have seen you on here A LOT…helping and supporting others. You are not alone. Your Ex’s had not right to beat you and don’t ever think that. You are a beautiful person..helping others even tho you too are in such pain
lol.. I really have no place helping others too, when I can’t even help myself..
But thank you, your words are very kind..
Yes you do have a place, maybe you are here to help others. If you need help too I am here
@moonlight:
thank you, I’ll probably end up taking you up on that. lol
anytime here’s my email for now justdenalynn@gmail.com Hang in there sweetheart
I think we all can help each other some way b/c we all experience enough pain to want to do away with ourselves. Don’t sell yourself short by saying you can’t help yourself. You can, but you can’t alone. I can’t do it alone, but I don’t think doing it with Vicodin is the answer–even though I’ve taken that today, myself, although not enough to kill me–just sometimes enough to make the pain go away for awhile.
Please don’t do it in the short time I’ve known you you’ve be come like a friend. If the world had more people like you it would be a better place. No one deserves to get beat. No one.
Today’s just not the day. And hopefully you’ll never meet the day where u do it. Hang in there. 😉
lol.. :3