im 16 years old… i cant bare to stay another year, on this earth, i just want to lose it all. ive had the worst life, i was abuse by my father and step mu, i saw my mum getting bashed by her boyfriend, i’ve been hit by a car, and i’ve also been raped….. i just cant do it anymore i just want to end it all but i’m scared. I’m scared for the people i’m going to leave behind. i have three jobs. i’m trying to help out mum, i cant, i’m useless. i just want to end it all give up the pain and suffering i’ve received… please i just ask for away to give it all away….. I’m too Scared to what if it hurts? what if i survive? what if i regret it ? will i hurt the people around me? I’m scared but i think its my time… I’m going to leave. But, I’m scared…
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Hey im scared too. If u want to talk bout it, there are people here that will listen. You only 16 and its not fair you are feeling this way.
hi….im 12 and i thought i had the worst case…seems like ur no better of than me…=.=
Im sacred too that it might hurt. No one loves me. my mum hates me . my sis doesnt even care bout mee…
Im scared about everything im going to leave behind too…
=.=
Hey if I could go back to being 12 I would change so much. Then I wouldnt be in my predicament now. You still have a chance at 12, even 16.
hi friend,
First up all don’t think about u’r past life, to leave that place forgot all, to make a new and pleasant life. u have the age friend and u have a job also. So don’t think about anything defiantly u will get a good life soon. all the best for your feature.and one advice don’t belive any one with out u’r heart says…………
By
your friend
vasanth….
Ay, i am just like you i am scared, but i have my ticket.
If you do not know what that means it means i have my equipement ready for suicide.
I am unsure of wether to Catch the Bus.
I am planning an overdose on salt
Combined with a plasti bag asphyxiation.
Oh and check out Alt.Suicide.Methods, Geo Stone Suicide and Atemped Sucide and The Complete Manual of Suicide.
Search for them on google.
Oh and i just figured out that the maximum amount of salt i can put into my 500ml drink is 600.5 grams.
I am a 18 year-old 119 pound boy, the LD50 for me is 126 grams, 600 grams is 4 times the amount needed to kill me.
@Biscuit of Death: I never thought about going that way. Never even crossed my mind, but it seems reasonable.
@Suicidal Contact 1 – What do you mean, what is resonalbe about it?
It just seems like something a little easier to do (not mentally, but to get the things you need for it, etc.)
Something doable
@Suicidal Contact 1 – Well it is better than using my father’s medication, he needs that, so for me it is better.
I want to slip away with the least amount of harm to my familly and friends, i know it will cuase harm…but i want to reduce the harm as much as i can.
Hey Im 16 too, and I know how you feel, though youve obviously been through so much worse.
But it can only get better from here, you have so much time to move, change who you are, meet someone and have a good family.
You only get one life, once its over thats it.
Ha, I only wish i could take my own advice.