The past couple of nights I have mixed sleeping pills and vodka just to sleep. I know I would have to up the amount of both quite a bit to not wake up.
I am wondering though..my energy has managed to drop lower now and I physically feel quite strange. Definitely weaker but starting to physically feel numb in places. I didn’t throw up though.. so..well I’m not sure why I’m posting this…maybe subconsciously hope that someone give an opinion or support..I’m really not sure.
I just need to get a chance to clear things up with someone before I actually try to end everything for good.
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I’m not one to ***** about ‘the risks’ ‘what if this happens’ because I hate hearing it myself but just make sure you don’t fall into a coma & stay that way for however long.. that’s worse than failing right?
My family knows that if something ever happened that I wouldn’t want to be kept alive on life support. So even if I put myself into a coma it should still work. But I still have knifes – I know a lot of people don’t think that would work but between what i’ve done already I think i could increase my chances.
other than that I’m thinking about getting some anti-depressants to mix with the sleeping pills.
I just know I need to do something soon before something happens that my room mate will try to get me to the hospital.
what’s the situation with the life support thing.are you allowed the right to die if anything like that happens,and if you end up a veg will you know what has happened
@noom – People usually have that in their will – whether or not they would want life support. I recently talked to my sis and my mom about this kinda situation (hypothetical situations only so they wouldn’t figure out I’m planning anything)
Anyway you do have the right to choose u just have to prepare before hand because once ur in that state there is no way to tell them obviously. Not sure if you would know what happend..