I’m looking for my blade, I can’t take it anymore. I can’t take all the arguing and everyone pointing fingers. They all thing it’s all about them. They all act like they have is so fucking hard and they vent to me. They all act like they have the hardest life ever. I can’t take it. Why can’t they shut up? Why can’t they stop making things worse. And here I am keeping my mouth shut, watching them go off more and more. Why the fuck does this have to be my life. I’m going to cut then leave.
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like that right?…
and please don’t cut =|
go take nap =)
doesnt that sound kind of good?
haha
eeah…
My family and friends do this to me all the time… I’m not going to say I know how you feel because we all feel differently about everything, but I’ve been there and finally I broke down and told my cousin how it felt. I told her I was a box, every person, even people I hardly knew, had a key to that box. Every time they were feeling down and blue, they would come to my shinny box that they thought they only had a key to and dropped all there grief inside me. Then locked me back up. When someone opened me next I would try and vent my problems and got ignored for there “more important” issue.
Cutting made it much easier to live with all the problems but I knew it wasn’t helping open me up to someone who would listen. But I know one day someone will come along and unlock me and leave me open outside me open so all the rolled up vents can fly out so I have room to be me. I just have to wait a little longer till they can find me.
Sorry for such a long comment xD
@Super_moon_child – That ‘someone’ can be YOU.
@Suicidal Contact 1 – Life BLOWS. Cutting sucks yeah. People = Shit. Not much we can do but try to claw our way through the hardships. Not easy I know.