circle of friends.

i used to look around me and see people i loved. people that mattered to me.

people that made me the better version of myself.

people that i proudly called my friends.

now i look around me and all i see is people that make me miserable and cold.
people whose ‘friendship’ with me is based purely around mocking me.

these people arent my friends. they use me in any way they can, and when they dont need me, im shunned to the back.

they dont treat me the same as they do any of there other friends. it seems i dont deserve the respect.

but i do.

iv’e recently learned that if i dont respect myself, no one else will.

you might walk past me at school and think my friends are this circle.

but my friends have left, and not one of these people are my friends.

all i really hope..

is when i leave this place i forget there names and never see any of them again.