After 3 months of feeling this way i thought things would deff change. My dad was supposed to move out in June, then it got delayed till july then sept. Somehow in those 3 months he has won my moms heart again. After months and months of harassing her over teexts and emails she takes him back? now whoever is reading this doesnt even know how much pain im going through. I have been mentally abused by my dad and im only 15. i can not take this anymore and i really want to commit. I feel horrible when i tell my bestfriend but its the truth and i cant help but feel this way all bc of one person. the person who was supposed to be my gaurdian and role model. the person who is a complete monster and abuser. the person also known as my dad. He finnally went to the doctors after he found out that my sister was taking to the hospital bc of dehydration on the beach. he is on anti depressents and thinks everything is going to be okay with us. NO its not okay to treat your daughters like COMPLETE SHIT AND THEN ACT LIKE EVERYTHING IS OK. i cant stand it and its almost like ww3 at my house. now their is gunna be a hurricane and im gunna be stuck at hoe with the whole family. i have another blog that explains everything before all of this but my mom is to dumb to realize tht her kids are more important then money. because if she leaves him we will have no money at all, but hey its better then living in this hell whole. someone please help me
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I’m not gonna pretend to know what your going thru and how much it hurts.
But I do know what it’s like to be stuck somewhere in a situation or a place that makes you want to die. Only thing I can tell you is HANG ON. It feels good to just let it out and write it down. That’s what gets me thru the darkness…
Hang on…
My parents think money and their image is more important than me too :/
I’m real sorry. No one should have to deal with that
tthanks everyone. sometimes i feel like i wanna commit but its good that i let everything out on here. it makes me feel calmer and a little better to let everything out. and its just so hard growing up these days