Something’s died in me. I feel the end is near. And It’s not too bad that I’m broken but that I’ve nowhere to go. Ever read The Catcher in the Rye? Just like Holden Caulfield, I feel like I am inevitably heading towards some terrible fall. I don’t know where it comes from. I can be all day a normal human being and then it drowns me (not everyday but quite often).  What’s worse is that nobody knows. How can I explain to them that out of nowhere here comes this terrible sorrow. It’s almost like it loves me. For some reason I really wish to be at peace in a mental hospital. I am only 18, but I wish I were stuck at a mental institution for quite a while, that or in a coma for a couple of years. I’m just so tired, I need to take a break..
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Hey, you said you had no one to talk to about what’s going on?
Pretty sure most everybody hear would talk to you.
We all have some kind of problem or we wouldn’t be here.
So that means we have a LOT in common, more then the rest of em.
Hang on…….OK?
You might be of a Highly Sensitive Person (HSP) category, which is quite rare & unique, no wonder you often feeling misunderstood by this world & society.
What other people perceive as your “weakness” can actually be your “gift/blessing in disguise”, because people often don’t understand fully yet and can’t accept your being different than the “normal” standard (which is set also by “normal” people too!).