August 24th, 2011 by lexrox337

Something’s died in me. I feel the end is near. And It’s not too bad that I’m broken but that I’ve nowhere to go. Ever read The Catcher in the Rye? Just like Holden Caulfield, I feel like I am inevitably heading towards some terrible fall. I don’t know where it comes from. I can be all day a normal human being and then it drowns me (not everyday but quite often).  What’s worse is that nobody knows. How can I explain to them that out of nowhere here comes this terrible sorrow. It’s almost like it loves me. For some reason I really wish to be at peace in a mental hospital. I am only 18, but I wish I were stuck at a mental institution for quite a while, that or in a coma for a couple of years. I’m just so tired, I need to take a break..

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