Feel :L

Have you ever feel so depress that you feel like you are dead? That you cant continue on anymore than you have now. That every minute your typing this your just wondering? Does anyone really care what i write how i feel and what i want. That feeling you are just going jump off the edge of never coming back but you end up waking up in a hospital with your family there seeing you in this condition or your friends finding out what you had done. Or be one of the lucky ones that had finally achieve what they wanted and that you just realize they are never coming back. Feeling evem more dead that you already have before but finally you took action to your own hands and took what you wanted. Well you know what i feel like this. I feel like im ready to take my own life by my own hands. I dont care if this is selfish. This is what i need. Fail or not… at least i had try.