August 24th, 2011by imyouroldman

Kinda strange when you get to the point where you are REALLY ready to check out.

Everything has been purchased, set up, tested and dry runs made.

You realize this is it and this calmness and peace falls over you.

In that peace,   you think clearer.

Somewhere in that Peace,  I found a little ray of light.  It let me see things a little different.

It’s NEVER about WANTING to die, it’s more like you HAVE to die.

So then I decided to try one more time.  To pick myself up and go back out and try and get it right again,

What Have I got lose?  What’s it gonna do….kill me?

lol, ok…lmao  🙂



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