I just wat to grab a knife and stab myself repeatly in the chest. Grab a scraper and scrap ever dead flesh i call my skin. Go down into my basement and grab an extension cord go outside(its like dark here btw) and just go hang myself. I am through with life. I am through of feeling this sort of emotional pain. I would go cut right now if i had the oppritunity. But you know what, i will be selfish and take the cowardly way out. I will do some good for the world for once and end my life for good. If its worth hurting some people i guess it is. I dont care anymore i just dont care. They fucking realize to help now when i been feeling like this since almost the eight grade. I dont need any supports if you want to support me you can help me assist my suicide. I dont want any care. I dont deserve it there are people out there that need it more than me. Lets face it i dont want to live anymore. I dont want to carry on to see another day. One of these days on my birthday or maybe earlier i will finally put my life to an end. This time… i am not worth saving.
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We are always told how there are other people in this world that are going through much worse things then we are. And yes its true but you need to think about yourself be selfish in this case focus on you and wanting to live life for you. You need to help yourself because no one else can help you but you. If you dont want to change and be positive and help keep yourself up and enjoy life for yourself then that is your decision. But know that you do have a choice other then to let it all go. Its up to you and no one or nothing else.
man I’v tried to stab myself with this real sharp locking pocket knife, but i couldn’t because I was a pansy. Hanging is so much easier, just close your eyes and slip away into the darkness.
i know that. Like i said i dont want anyones help period. I already thought up my choices i dont need happiness anymore i can do that when im dead and away from everyone else :L. My choices are my deicison but most people think its the wrong one and try to pull me away which i find that very unlikely. Lets face it i am ment to die like everyone else out there i just deicide to do it earlier than others.
mann… if only the people on here could join forces… u know?
join forces in what?