last time I was on here was like in march.

I’m still suicidal.
things feel worse, but they could be the same, who knows.

I’ve attempted suicide twice in the past two weeks post failed.

I have my way I’m gonna do it, if I do.

I started going to therapy, and upping dosage on my medicine.

it’s helped, but there some feelings I can’t shake off.

my eating disorder is eating me alive. -What eating disorder?

I can’t stop cutting-I’m recovering from cutting.

I’m fat ugly and stupid-I’m trying to learn to like myself.

I might lurk here every so often, but I don’t know how much I’m gonna be on here. Maybe if I like it I’ll come back. If I’m serious about getting better then I shouldn’t be here. But, I honestly don’t feel like I can get better. things are just getting worse.