I am not afraid to die. I do think the only reason I’m still alive is because I do not want to hurt anyone else. Otherwise I would just give up. I wish I could go to sleep and not wake up. I am so tired of being unhappy. I’m tired of being in pain. It all seems hopeless and pointless and I don’t know what to do anymore.
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yeah, i hear you… and dwelling here just burdens me because… im just too caught up in my own hell that i can do is look out for myself… and im just unable to reach out to others (and i want to, so much)… and all i can do is just sit here and say to myself … ‘this f#$@ing sucks…’
just too caught in my own hell that all i can do is look out for myself****
I know man! it’s like I’m so sick of life right now, but the whole idea of death is an overwhelming and somewhat scary thought :p
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VswSDOR3AJw