People… some are nice, some are very nosey, some are very complicate and others are back stabbing lying bitches whom i fucking save their lives many times. And what do i get? I stab to the back. After all the times i fucking help them fucking listen to their stupid problems fucking drift them away from suicide and i get two TWO! back stabs to the back. I didnt have to help them if i didnt want to. They could be possiblly be dead right now if i didnt. But what do i see in my eyes right now. FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FUCKING FAKE! I actully regret a lot of helping them i really do. I would had expected less from that. No more playing superhero. No more helping people who would fucking leave later. I help so many people and i have like five or more people walk out on me. They take my kindness for granted. They really do. This is the reason why i cant trust people anymore. This is the reason why i cant tell them anything. I always have to hide my problems from them. They never ask me whats wrong they never do. I cant wait to fucking die so i dont have to see them again. To read their words that happenly come out their mouth. Lets face it! Why do i have to listen? Why must they abuse my kindness that they didnt get from fucking others? Every time they even ask for something or what advice/help. I will walk away like they did to me. FIND SOMEONE ELSE YOU CAN ABUSE EMOTIONALLY! You guys who did that to me. Thank you Thank you for letting me be like this.
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I’m the SAME as you omg, can’t wait to die!. It’ll be the most peaceful silence I won’t experience, cuz yknow…I’ll be dead. lol Anyway I fucking hate people
same here even at my school i hate them all well except a few people
U heard “Helping others is a self reward”? Well i’m still waiting for me “Self reward” thing…
@SuicideKillMe oh god schools the worst… it’s like a prison that I’ve got 2 more years left in..
three for me :L, I hate it there. People will bully me. I got elbow in the shoulder blade today and i dont think it was some damn accident. People who were behind me lunch wanna be loud and talk about me! I cant stand it there. I have to see that one guy whom i help walk the halls with his fucking girlfriend. I know he hates me i just know it. Even when i walk pass him or them i get this strange feeling everytime i walk by their horrible presents. :L