Random Shots Again.

Another day with no one there. I now have been lonely for days now. But it’s all okay , I try to keep myself busy and not think about how I’m left with no one. But all I manage to do is cover my eyes. And everytime I open them , it’s still there. Looking at me. Telling me I’m all alone now. I’m all alone…

But that’s okay too. I can have a peaceful time with myself , learn new things, try new things. Or so I thought. Then there comes this sleeping disorder , which turned my days to misery. I now haven’t slept in 35 hours , and when I do sleep , it’s in some uncomfortable couch. It’s been that way for almost 3 weeks now. I wish my neighbors wasn’t such an ignorant ****s , and keep it quiet. I missed sleeping. Like really sleeping in a decent bed for a long time. You know the feeling , you sleep with worries in your head , and aches all over your back. Then you wake up refreshed. Whole new world for you.

I want sleep to forget. To get away once and for all from the idea of being an alone loser , and live on with my life once again. Like I said , it’s all okay , if only I could get some sleep..