What you do to me..
(Directed at the human race)
It’s nothing good, if that’s what you think
All you do is hurt me and I can’t take any more. I’m numb to your actions.
I’m already trying to lose weight to look good for you.
I’m already cutting my skin to feel some sort of emotion.
It’s hard to stare you in the eyes. It’s hard to ask for your help.
I can’t reach up to you.. I can’t let you hoist me up. I can’t be that pathetic, can I?
I’m trying to fit in with you. I’m trying to find reasons to smile like you. To find reasons to spend my days with you.
But there is no point is there? You’ll never be satisfied.. Will you?
You’ll never be able to look me in the eyes and tell me I’m beautiful, or that you want me around you.
You’ll never let me feel like I’m good enough. I’ll never be good enough, because to you I’m just another waste of space.
I’m just another person to be sentenced to death. To death because you never let me be me. You never accepted my body.
My heart.
You never grabbed my hand and helped me up. You just pushed me.. Shoved me down.
4 comments
no worries, the Freaks of SP accepts you for everything about you. ^^
x-boy *reaches out with his tentacles* Cuz… im a freak of nature… and i have tentacles as hands…
i just heard the perfect song for this on the radio a little while earlier. I’ll post it up. Check it out ya’ll, it’s for you all
true that ^^^ xboy , humans are outrageously judging, i’ve never bullied or humiliated etc anyone in my life, why can’t everyone be like that?
Some people need to punish others to make themselves feel better. It’s disgusting but in some truth it’s human nature.
but mhmm, the thing i said up there just sounds stupid now…sorry