You are dead to me, dad…
Money fucks everyone up.
I hope I die fast. I hope I get pneumonia from this cold and die.
I may just slit my wrists in the bathroom, it’ll traumatize him and make him regret being a money hungry asshole.
I’ve never felt this much over whelming suicidal pain in my life. I literally grabbed the scissors on my desk and stabbed myself in the arm– almost… My fiance walked in at the wrong time.
Soon, I’ll have the anger and sadness to just stab myself in the heart without a doubt.
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Please don’t. These feelings will pass.
No they won’t, dude. I’ve been here for months. Also, this has been going on for week and i’m sick of it.
I’ve been there before. I know how hard it can be, but you really can get better.
No, I can’t. Every single goddamned time I’m happy something takes it away. Every time I admit I’m happy, or someone says I seem better… BOOM– EVERYTHING GOES DOWN HILL.
You should talk to someone about not falling back into these depressions.
I have medication AND a therapist.
I fall back in because something HAPPENS. Something I can not control. Even my house isn’t a stability anymore. NOTHING is. My life is unstable and so am I.
But your therapist can help you get through those bad events. They can help you cope better and get out of these situations faster.
No. She can’t. Last time I was there, she made me worry even more. My life is out of my control now, but my death isn’t.
Then please find a new therapist, one that can really help you.
No. I like my therapist. I’ve never heard anyone other than me say a therapist actually works.
They can help. But you need to find one who works for you
I don’t know how this is helping me right now.
This may not be, but talking to someone really can.
No. i just did that. Didn’t help.
Someone else can help you
I have no one else.
You can find support groups that can help you.
Oh Jesus Christ…
It might help to talk face to face with people who are facing or have overcome similar problems.
You are not a psycho *****! You are a Girl in Pain and you can find a way out, I promise. I can hear that you are a strong person. Direct that strength towards seeking light and self worth and healing. It takes effort but not more effort than being miserable, that’s for sure! Hay House Radio has really helped me improve my life – my Joy for Life- Everything -BIG TIME! Listen to it everyday & you will feel a big difference–and over time you will feel better and better!! I’m a strong stubborn girl too-rebel blood! Just turn that energy into being your own HERO!! May Angels Surround & Love You!!