September 9th, 2011by 1629

Sleep sleep sleep. It continues to elude me. Been laying here for a couple hours now but all I can think about is going back. Back to the time when things were right. I wish I had someone to talk to. I don’t want to bother anyone in my life and get them tangled up in my depression. That’s not fair to make them be all worried and watching out for me. I think only two, maybe three or four, depending how observant my family members are, know that I’m in this state. Well none of them know it’s this bad, but only those few know anything is wrong at all. But I can’t burden them anymore. Ugh. I just want to sleep. I’m tired in so many ways. Hopefully this mini rant has alleviated some emotional pressure. But I kinda doubt it.

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