The pain of losing my daughter seems to hang on and on. It’s unbearable at moments and I would give up my life to be with her again. I’ve contemplated taking my life to be with her and that thought occurs to me at moments when the pain is breath taking. When will these moments go away? Will I ever be free of this feeling of living in moments of pain.
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Hello. My heart goes out to you. I wish I could go and give you a very big hug right now. I know its not much and won’t change anything in your life. But know I am praying and asking God to fill you with His Peace that reaches beyond all understanding. They say loosing one’s child is one of the toughest trials one can go through. I imagine so by what I have seen my friends and family go through. My aunt lost her 17 year old son to a car accident 3 years ago and she still mourns his passing. Last week an uncle of mine found his 17 year old daughter on the floor with a rope around her neck without a note or reason. Death, no matter how it got there, is always painful for everyone involved. If only we could get in touch with our loved ones that have passed on. Oh what happiness and what unexplicable joy that would bring us. But God had a very special place for your daughter in heaven. She must have been very special if God has her with Him now. She is in a place where there is no more pain or suffering. She is a princess that had a beautiful purpose in your life and fulfilled it by bringing joy to all those around her. I wish there was something I could say to make the pain go away. But only God and time will help heal the pain away. When my friend lost her daughter when giving birth she was devastated. She got through in praising God and allowing Him to heal her pain. He is the only one that can bring rain in the desert.
I know it might be dumb of me to suggest reading a book. But when I read this book it brought tears to my eyes. Please read “The Shack” by William P. Young. It’s not too long and it is very touching about a man who lost his young daughter to a killer.
BIG HUG! and may God bring you much peace and joy in your life.