But What About Me.

Everything is doing fine with her and I, were talking a lot texting, talking on the phone having a good time. She seem’s to be getting happy now cause she’s on anti depressants but what about me… I’m still miserable and not happy at all.. She’s the only thing that brings a little bit of life in me.. She lives all the way across the country though which is not fun at all. I want her in my arms, I want to tell her how much I love her and care about her.. But no I’m not with her and I feel like I’m nothing. I’ve asked her to be my gf three times and she said no for a good reason I’m sure.. Long distance sucks. I promised her I would drive over there during the summer hopefully I make enough money so I can. I would still do long distance until we meet though, still want her to be mine.. I hate when other guy’s post on her wall saying they love her or love poem’s
All that junk. It makes me so upset… That I want her to be with me and all these guys want her too and are flirting with her. Yeah so I’m not happy, she is.. It’s messed up.