Today is a day like all the others. There is just absolutely no point left in living. What is the point.. if i’m going to die anyway what difference does it matter when it happens. Everybody thinks I’m well and too pretty so I should appreciate how well my life is going.
I was sexually abused for years by family members. He constantly broke me until I now am stuck doing it to myself. I cut and cut and cut but the pain doesn’t go away. My family is abusive in every way possible and it’s getting to me. I’m 23 years old with the emotional capacity of a 16 year old.
I’m sick of living. I am absolutely sick of living. I have nothing to offer anyone, I wouldn’t even be missed. Why stick around for an event i’ve never really been invited to. I’m lost, I have no purpose anymore… I’ve felt like dying longer than I’ve felt like living I just don’t have the courage to accomplish it the way I know it has to be.
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Last time I cut, I got treated like a teenager. I feel the same negative emotions as you do. Bleak future for me. At the moment, I can’t think of any advice. I apologize for that.
Try to limit the damage they do and find a healthier influence. Easier said than done but people can’t get better with poison continually being introduced.
survive =) and then life… you are stronger then you might think!!