Can anyone direct me to something that will make me believe that is worth living for? I know it may sound pathetic but honestly, I really don’t get it…. Some people are depressed coz something happened to them and want to end their lives. I don’t agree with it…I don’t want to end my life but I want to find something that will make me wanna live for…now i live coz i have to…I can’t find something that it fundamentally wrong with me or my life, I have an ok job, earn enough money to have a good life, I am gay and I have a partner (11 years now) which I very much love and he does love me too, I am well educated, travel a lot, plenty of holidays, great family….but still despite all these I am really unhappy…depressed….i am now 36 years old and I don’t see why should I keep living till my 70s..where is the point? Some of you may think I am a spoilt person that found everything ready…trust me I fought and worked hard for everything I ‘ve got…but nothing else is there for me to get …nothing that I really think it is work living for….is this normal? Do other people feel like that?
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Hm write a book? Vacation somewhere, join a club or something.
done all these…..even the book bit…still no change…anyway what may change by joing a club or going to a vacation…nothing….nothing has changed all these years
Idk, do something crazy maybe? Idk find a goal to accomplish, maybe a new career, find an interest, collect something, have you talked to your partner about what you feel? Maybie he can help.
yes, i have though about all these: new career, i am trying to change jobs but without luck so far…and i cant find something that really excites me…i am thinking about doing some work in Africa but again not sure whether this is what i want. I about the crazy bit, i have been thinking about moving to spain or greece permanetly and just work in a bar there….sounds cool but i know i will regret it after a while. Partner knows i am depressed but he doesnt now how depressed i am…when every i try to say something he things that it is beacuse of him that i feel like that…..would that be true..i dont know….
ugh, sometimes this site backfires for me and reminds why I’m so depressed.
sorry that wasn’t the idea of my post…so why you are so depressed?
read a book. “the power of now” a friend told me that i should read it. and it would help me. idk yet though.
thanks for the book suggestion, i just bought it from amazon…it sounds interesting
when you get it, finish it, find me and tell me what you thought. like, let us discuss it.
i fope it helps. <3