Feeling depressed

I lost friend atleast partly do to my own arrogance and temper that desparetly needed my help. Im economic secure, still young, and have plenty of time to plan for my own death, while she does not. Makes me feel real depressed!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uvfjkYXak7M

And to think of all those children still being bought and abused in our world today!