I’m ready to watch myself fall.I can’t care because I just don’t.I’ve become a midnight spy wearing light up shoes.Not gonna work.It hurts..To feel Neutral.The most emptiest feeling ever.I’d rather be depressed then numb.Medication is jacked.I want to turn back to my birth when I was a baby no pain just tears no remembrance of petty fears.I Am Ready.
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I’m not ready yet. I still need you around. You gotta give another two to three decades to get ready
mate you sound like your in distress,i have been through what your going through. i am a mental health nurse now,i dont have a happy past myself,i have had major depression for as long as i can remember,i have been on every anti depressant you can name. i was on prozac,being on it i felt nothing,i was drinking till i fainted just to feel some thing. i think you should see a doctor,and tell him how your feeling,trust me they just want to help you,after all its all up to you to make a difference in your life,third partys just influence you in a positive way.good luck bro,i came through im sure u can:D