People’s love is usually conditional. Meaning they love you because of something your are providing for them. And when that something that you are giving them stops, of course they stop loving you. But I can honestly say that there is only ONE LOVE that is NOT CONDITIONAL. There is someone who Loves you for who you are, and just as you are. And that is Jesus. He is there with you feeling your pain and collecting every drop of every tear that falls from your eyes. The person who told you that does not have God in their heart and therefore cannot love the way God loves and most likely does not love themselves either. Just wanted to let you know that you are loved beyond measure and comprehesion. Nothing will ever separate you from the love of God, not even your errors. Allow God to hug you today and every day after that. He won’t let you down and He is a just God who will always give you the best for you. If that person decided to leave you it is most likely because God has SOMEONE out there who is BETTER for you! And when that person comes into your life, the person who lost you will know they made a huge mistake! You are an awesome creation of God. Never forget that! You are here to give love and don’t expect to receive it back all the time. But one day you will reap what you sow and so will all the people around you. So don’t fret, that person is going to remember you one day when other people reject them like they did to other people.
You gotta be crazy, you gotta have a real need.
You gotta sleep on your toes, and when you’re on the street,
You gotta be able to pick out the easy meat with your eyes closed.
And then moving in silently, down wind and out of sight,
You gotta strike when the moment is right without thinking.
And after a while, you can work on points for style.
Like the club tie, and the firm handshake,
A certain look in the eye and an easy smile.
You have to be trusted by the people that you lie to,
So that when they turn their backs on you,
You’ll get the chance to put the knife in.
You gotta keep one eye looking over your shoulder.
You know it’s going to get harder, and harder, and harder as you
get older.
And in the end you’ll pack up and fly down south,
Hide your head in the sand,
Just another sad old man,
All alone and dying of cancer.
And when you loose control, you’ll reap the harvest you have sown.
And as the fear grows, the bad blood slows and turns to stone.
And it’s too late to lose the weight you used to need to throw
around.
So have a good drown, as you go down, all alone,
Dragged down by the stone.
I gotta admit that I’m a little bit confused.
Sometimes it seems to me as if I’m just being used.
Gotta stay awake, gotta try and shake off this creeping malaise.
If I don’t stand my own ground, how can I find my way out of this
maze?
Deaf, dumb, and blind, you just keep on pretending
That everyone’s expendable and no-one has a real friend.
And it seems to you the thing to do would be to isolate the winner
And everything’s done under the sun,
And you believe at heart, everyone’s a killer.
Who was born in a house full of pain.
Who was trained not to spit in the fan.
Who was told what to do by the man.
Who was broken by trained personnel.
Who was fitted with collar and chain.
Who was given a pat on the back.
Who was breaking away from the pack.
Who was only a stranger at home.
Who was ground down in the end.
Who was found dead on the phone.
Who was dragged down by the stone.
1619, I know this is from like over 2 years ago, but I’m still going to reply anyways in hoping you’ll see this.
And don’t worry, I’m certainly not going to be like Piliwija, telling you that god is your only way out, or any of that crap.
I just wanted you to know that I feel the same way about those words. In fact, my girlfriend of about 2 years (took a small… break, in between), who was the first, and still only girl I’ve ever been in love with, and who I planned to marry and spend the rest of my life with, just recently told me that. There was no fight, or anything that caused it, she just told me that one day, and told me she didn’t want to date anymore. And despite my best efforts to win her back and convince her to let us try again, she refuses for her own reasons. I just wanted you to know that… I guess everyone hears those words from someone they’d never expect to hear it from at least once. And that’s always the one that hurts the most.
P.S, I had my first suicide attempt recently as a direct result of this happening to me. I mean, it was a half-assed attempt and it wouldn’t have worked in a million years, which makes me think I didn’t want it to, but still. (I tried to kill myself with fucking aspirin, as stupid as that is. I got to about 10 or so and gave up)
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If I had a nickel for everytime someone that to me, I’d be one rich mutha fucka! But it wouldn’t be worth every nickel…
People’s love is usually conditional. Meaning they love you because of something your are providing for them. And when that something that you are giving them stops, of course they stop loving you. But I can honestly say that there is only ONE LOVE that is NOT CONDITIONAL. There is someone who Loves you for who you are, and just as you are. And that is Jesus. He is there with you feeling your pain and collecting every drop of every tear that falls from your eyes. The person who told you that does not have God in their heart and therefore cannot love the way God loves and most likely does not love themselves either. Just wanted to let you know that you are loved beyond measure and comprehesion. Nothing will ever separate you from the love of God, not even your errors. Allow God to hug you today and every day after that. He won’t let you down and He is a just God who will always give you the best for you. If that person decided to leave you it is most likely because God has SOMEONE out there who is BETTER for you! And when that person comes into your life, the person who lost you will know they made a huge mistake! You are an awesome creation of God. Never forget that! You are here to give love and don’t expect to receive it back all the time. But one day you will reap what you sow and so will all the people around you. So don’t fret, that person is going to remember you one day when other people reject them like they did to other people.
Big Hug
You gotta be crazy, you gotta have a real need.
You gotta sleep on your toes, and when you’re on the street,
You gotta be able to pick out the easy meat with your eyes closed.
And then moving in silently, down wind and out of sight,
You gotta strike when the moment is right without thinking.
And after a while, you can work on points for style.
Like the club tie, and the firm handshake,
A certain look in the eye and an easy smile.
You have to be trusted by the people that you lie to,
So that when they turn their backs on you,
You’ll get the chance to put the knife in.
You gotta keep one eye looking over your shoulder.
You know it’s going to get harder, and harder, and harder as you
get older.
And in the end you’ll pack up and fly down south,
Hide your head in the sand,
Just another sad old man,
All alone and dying of cancer.
And when you loose control, you’ll reap the harvest you have sown.
And as the fear grows, the bad blood slows and turns to stone.
And it’s too late to lose the weight you used to need to throw
around.
So have a good drown, as you go down, all alone,
Dragged down by the stone.
I gotta admit that I’m a little bit confused.
Sometimes it seems to me as if I’m just being used.
Gotta stay awake, gotta try and shake off this creeping malaise.
If I don’t stand my own ground, how can I find my way out of this
maze?
Deaf, dumb, and blind, you just keep on pretending
That everyone’s expendable and no-one has a real friend.
And it seems to you the thing to do would be to isolate the winner
And everything’s done under the sun,
And you believe at heart, everyone’s a killer.
Who was born in a house full of pain.
Who was trained not to spit in the fan.
Who was told what to do by the man.
Who was broken by trained personnel.
Who was fitted with collar and chain.
Who was given a pat on the back.
Who was breaking away from the pack.
Who was only a stranger at home.
Who was ground down in the end.
Who was found dead on the phone.
Who was dragged down by the stone.
Good song…
@Piliwija I appreciate the sentiments, but jesus and god (not just christian god, all gods) are just a load of bullshit in my opinion.
1619, I know this is from like over 2 years ago, but I’m still going to reply anyways in hoping you’ll see this.
And don’t worry, I’m certainly not going to be like Piliwija, telling you that god is your only way out, or any of that crap.
I just wanted you to know that I feel the same way about those words. In fact, my girlfriend of about 2 years (took a small… break, in between), who was the first, and still only girl I’ve ever been in love with, and who I planned to marry and spend the rest of my life with, just recently told me that. There was no fight, or anything that caused it, she just told me that one day, and told me she didn’t want to date anymore. And despite my best efforts to win her back and convince her to let us try again, she refuses for her own reasons. I just wanted you to know that… I guess everyone hears those words from someone they’d never expect to hear it from at least once. And that’s always the one that hurts the most.
P.S, I had my first suicide attempt recently as a direct result of this happening to me. I mean, it was a half-assed attempt and it wouldn’t have worked in a million years, which makes me think I didn’t want it to, but still. (I tried to kill myself with fucking aspirin, as stupid as that is. I got to about 10 or so and gave up)