JUST PLAIN TIRED

  September 12th, 2011 by terreesa

I’m tired of fighting the fight.  I’m tired of the no’s. I’m tired of having to stay well everyday.  I’m tired of feeling alone.

I’m tired of being told we cant help you.  I’m tired of no health insurance.  I’m tired of having to pay for my med’s.  I’m tired of not

being able to get the proper med’s.  I’m tired of people telling me it’s a choice but when in fact it’s a disease.  I’m tired of people

judging me.  I’m tired of my children’s hurt looks and their own pain. I’m tired of being in pain morning,noon and night.  I’m tired

of grieving over my daughter. I’m tired of thinking of suicide. I’m tired of thinking about how to do it.  I’m tired of life. I’m tired of

physical,emotional  woes.  I’m tired of looking for work and then to know it’s my age. I’m tired of not getting sleep.  I’m tired of

feeling hopelessness.  If you turn all these tired’s around and replace with happy I would be liar because I haven’t been happy for a

very long time.  If someone tells me “stop feeling sorry for yourself” I swear I’m going to blow up.  I’m tired of people thinking

they know how I feel.  No one knows how I feel.  God helps those that help themselves.  I’m tired of fighting the fight……….

 

 

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